But if I could meet someone, who would hopefully be my husband instead of some guy that I'll have a one time relationship kind, this is the kind of relationship I would want.
Aesthetics aside, he has to be tall though, cause I'm like, tall too. Lol. He also has to have nice hair and probably just look healthy because I really like guys with that kind of healthy glow. Though it shows he isn't really buff and all that shit, he just has to look healthy. That's it :D
Of course he has to respect me, and also be loyal. I would really appreciate it if he is also open to talking about his problems cause I'm that kind of person. Open, I mean.
The sex part really doesn't faze me much but he has to not use sex as a tool to break me or even use me. As I said, men must respect their girlfriends like how he respects his mum or sister.
Being a lil secretive also wouldn't hurt cause I wouldn't want him to tell his friends all the nitty gritty about me instead of telling me about his problems that he has with me xP
Plus, I wouldn't want to be dating myself, he must also be there since I have a fear of being abandoned.
Like all the shitty things I did in my past relationship. I hope he can forgive me and not put it against me cause that's all in my past.
Ooh, I would honestly love it if he texts me first. Cause it shows that he's thinking of me, plus I wouldn't want to disturb too much and I hate th fact sometimes that I get clingy to someone. I'm afraid of caring for people.
:3 Lol, dunno if I can commit. Not because I cheat, but because I'm a commitment-phobe. :P
Of course, he has to do that. If he does cheat on me, I wouldn't even give him a second chance to redeem himself. What's done is done. You can't undo it.
YES. I ca't emphasise this anymore. When I tell him my probs, he would never shrug it of and will listen to me. He doesn't even have to try to solve it, I just would want him to listen :/
True. Previous relationship baggage. I hope my future boyfriend wouldn't hurt me for the fun of it. Cause then we would have a major-breaking-deal breaker relationship problem. And I don't think I wanna be there to solve it :P
True.
In truth, I really just crave the love of another human being. It gets lonely being alone sometimes.
;I don't want to be left, in this world tonight, am I alone in this fight? Or is anybody out there?
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